Why did you bother randomly talking to me after a year of being Facebook friends? Why did you bother having little chats every few hours of the day? Why did you bother asking for my number and texting me cute goodmorning texts every morning? Why did you bother planning a meet up? Why did you plan meet ups every weekend for months? Why did you bother saying you missed me only a few hours after seeing each other? Why did you bother telling me you actually liked me more than a friend, before I said I liked you too? Why did you bother giving me hope that we were going to be together? Why did you bother giving up on me and then coming back when you found out I fucked my ex again? Why did you bother forgiving me? Why did you bother seeing me again? Why did you bother telling me you liked me again? Giving me hope, once again to be ruined and ignored.

Why do I bother falling for you over and over again?